Hey. So this is going to be a bit of boring one and it’s more of ‘note to self kinda thing’. I’m feeling a bit shitty about myself and life in general today- just one of those days that occurs far too often- but I’m determined to try and turn that frown upside down!
So I want to try and make a plan for myself so that I feel like I have a goal and points that I can check off as I go.
First- I want to deep clean the house top to bottom tomorrow and I mean DEEP. I’m going to throw out all the crap that I have a bad habit of hoarding (anyone else? No? Just me then), scrub and bleach every nook and cranny as I know this will make me feel instantly better and it’s something I just keep putting off and making excuses for.
Secondly- I want to get on a serious diet and exercise regime and make sure that I stick to it so I’m going to write down and plan my meals for the next few days to get me started.
Thirdly- I need to get into the habit of keeping the house tidy once it is tidy as I am constantly battling with myself and think why did I let it get into a shit tip for the millionth time!! So need to try and make that into a habit too.
Lastly- I want to try and be more organised and positive. So I’m going to organise my PGCE files on my laptop ready for September and make sure that I’ve got all my lessons ready as well!
I know I can do it, and yet somehow I always let myself down by putting things off until the last minute. I don’t know why I do it to myself! The stress of it all is ridiculous and when you’re already an anxious person it’s not a good mix. So onwards and upwards, and here’s to being organised!
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